Beginnings

This has been a long thing coming.  I have pondered over doing an anonymous blog for quite some time.  For me, this is like LiveJournal 2.0 and I intend to use it as such.  Since I am not giving this link out, for now it will be my private journal used to vent and complain.  So I can feel like people are hearing me, but not really.  Because I really don't want any advice.  I am honestly quite sick of the majority of the advice people give me.  There are very few people in this world that I will listen to at this point in my life.  I am hoping that maybe getting back in to writing will help with several of my emotional issues.  It seems like my depression has morphed in to anger.  It was always there, but it was only the feet of the beast, and now it's the whole damn thing.

So this is me.  Angry.  Why?  I have no idea why I feel angry so much.  Genetics, environment play a role.  Suppression of so much while growing up that has decided it's done hiding.  While I had a good childhood growing up, I definitely have my share of skeletons that pretty much no one but my mother and husband know.  I think some of the stuff was bad enough my mom decided to not share with my dad.  Which apparently she tells him everything. 

So the information I'm going to share?  Female, mid to late 20s, married.  I have my parents and they are still married.  I have an older brother.  I am working full time and going to school part time.  We will just say general business stuff for now.  I live in the Midwest.  I think that's plenty of sharing for one day.

-B

Oh - I love music so I will probably share some of my favorite songs that relate to the posts.  Here's the first one.
Secrets